Yet another check the box type day. Was able to spend some decent quality time with A today while we meal prepped. It was nice. Need to continue to have a heavy emphasis on that time.
Spent far too long playing video games – both with A and B. As I dive deeper and deeper into the Bread and Circuses theory, I find myself becoming very frustrated with wasted time very quickly. Not that I necessarily stop wasting the time as evidenced by my continuous play tonight. But within me, I get more and more angry with myself that I’m aware of just how deep this Matrix runs and I haven’t fully committed myself to getting out of it. But more importantly, getting my family out of it. I have to start by getting them all onboard with the problem, the solution, etc. but I have to do that from a place of confidence and results. I have to follow through what I said I’ll do. Earn that trust. Just once.
Decide what I want. Decide what it’ll take to get there. Decide what I’m willing to give up to get it.
It’s simple. Not easy. But nothing I want out of this life comes easy.